Searching my own...

Lost in a pond, I dream of d sea.
I see the sky and the birds free.
I feel the rain fluttering my fins.
The ripples a stone causes within.
But I share this with my world small.
A few others and four walls.
The sea is deep and dark I heard.
And quite a chaos too and stirred!
But I dream to belong to the crazy there.
Live my life and dare to dare.
Face the sharks and bite some too.
Swim the whales and be their crew.
Happy i might be or not.
Though peace is what I ought to sought!
The pond is where I was born u see...
The sea is home, will set me free.

The Fish swam the ocean and believed belonged to none. But there she came along and changed his world. Now he searches himself in her eyes, drowned in her voice.

P.S: Fish this fiction ain't about you... not yet! ;)

The clouds white made her white dress shine... The rain drops made her skin glow.... She wanted to have that moment forever!! And then.... it snowed. Freezing her in tat moment and her mind!

She said lets jump. He wasn't sure... he ws scared! A leap of faith would take him to a place he hadn't visited before! But he'd said he wanted to go places with her...

So I thought this had come to an end..
It turned out a beginning of a kind..
Walking through the rain that night...
Drunken eyes with a blurry sight.
The touch I wished for that long ...
The breath that I felt me surround ..
Can't remember much that followed through..
Intoxicated me... intoxicated you!!
The morning after we wonder what it was,
The rain, the wine, the wind we saw!!
Or just the "us" that never got caught!
The moment that I had always sought.
The holding hands in the midst of a field!
Staring at each other, not feeling weird!
The warmth in the cold drizzle or the kissing lips..
Trailing together on an unknown trip!
And then it ends with no ending however
An end for a while that made us lovers.
The night crashes and the living dream too..
Going back to usual mornings,

Mysterious Me... Unbothered You!

Marinating In LP

Its been long I haven’t posted anything… n I got no reason y….. js dint hv anythn in my head!!!
I duno hw many plp go through a blank phase in their life!!
A phase where.. .. things arnt tat gr8 in ur life… n u have a fair chance to improve dem…. Or make it happen…. Bt u js dnt care…… its like ur blind to things arnd u!
Nothing seems to matter….. nothing at all… evn if ur ass was on fire…… its still insignificant to make a move!
U dnt choose to b lazy….. or lethargic or even irresponsible!! Bt its like some external force….. some inner voice or wtever….. doesn let u do anythn…… for better…for worse!
Its like… a void in ur life… which u could fill up if u want!!! Bt u choose nt to!
Tats wt m goin through….. a lull phase!!
So lazyin thr dis LP (lull/lazy/lethargic phase) of mine…. M as gud as a vegetable.. or mayb worse!!!
N dnt ask wt I do all time….
M bored to write dis blog… its nt makin any sense…
N I js read my frnd rahul’s blog….. n m kinda numb nw….. my brain refuses to functn aftr readin his blog….. d link is on d right side of my blog….. d superchild one!! Read it at ur own risk….. I quite enjoy it tho….
I wonder if his blog has tat kinda effect on other parts of d body too….
Den v have an invention… I wouldn’t have to inject anesthesia to my pt before a surgery… js make dem read his blog…..!! v would also hv2 note d side effects den…
Peace khasnis!!!
U knw I like ur crap!!
Talkin of crap & aftr readin hw khasnis wants to so desperately sting like a bee…. Read d blog n u’l knw wt m sayin…… so wel…. I ws watchin TV….which I do a lot these days….. dis thing on MTV cald “lost in translation” blew my mind away…… dey started wit all thes foreign language songs wit hindi , English random words rhyming wit d lyrics… bt d best ones are d andu gundu ones…… dey’l make u go crazy….. if ur nt a south Indian undrstding d lingo tat is…..
Tat reminds me… time to watch TV……
M stil bored……
Marinating in my LP……………

Confusion!!!

i duno.... der's js so much hpg arnd!!!!
so much confusion...i cn not get out!
al these words r noise to my ears...
shud i embrace or run away frm my fears???
shud i stil be here?? or shud i leave??
shud i wait to create history?
so many thots r waitin fer their turn....
twice shy bt nevr does one learn!!
y is der dis commotion out here???
wt is d reasn? wen wud it b clear???
so many questns n followed by more!!
dey dnt hv answers....tat i need to knw!
or so i think as i dnt wan2 confront!
dey wud hit me sharp...with edges blunt!
i shal sort dis out or so i console my soul!
nt die of wondering vainly...as my feelings get cold!