YOU ?!?!

Life has a meaning.
It sure does…. only cuz you don’t see what lies behindclosed doors or cant read between lines doesn’t mean there’s nothing to it. Some out there know what I m talking about and those who don’t….don’t botheryourself. You’re stuck in a rut and don’t have the will to visualize the future or analyze the present.
Sometimes, as you’re just lying watching the mosaic of water soaked paint on the ceiling or plainly chilling sipping some chilled beer, you realize your mind’s capacity. As in suddenly you’d want to reach out to new levels or various aspects of life and conquer the world. Shout out to the world you’re the best and prove it to everyone. Some go ahead and make a move…some just wait to finish the can and move on for the next.
And sometimes again you find yourself in the same situation…. chilling and lazing........ and your mind’s as stagnant as still water. It just refuses to move its butt. Its like you’re alive when you’re not and no one else knows it except you. Some go ahead and tell the world they’re dead, convincing everyone how dead one can get………….while the others just enjoy. Enjoy feeling dead. You don’t have to answer anyone or give an explanation. It’s like living like “The DEAD”. There’re two sides to oneself, two sides to life, two sides to observing and two sides to concluding. The world would claim they know you and couldn’t care less.
Sometimes you surprise yourself. The one hidden inside crops out and you wonder if its really you. Do you know yourself or you’re just waiting to be explored. Not by anyone else but YOU. Being with oneself can not only do wonders for others but yourself too.It’s an unknown feeling, a trip, the love for someone inside you wanting to come out but never does.
Reconnection with someone you know but never been with. It’s a beauty. Mind you, narcissism is not what m dealing with here but jus interacting with myself in a different way.....sometimes...if not everyday!!