Confusion!!!

i duno.... der's js so much hpg arnd!!!!
so much confusion...i cn not get out!
al these words r noise to my ears...
shud i embrace or run away frm my fears???
shud i stil be here?? or shud i leave??
shud i wait to create history?
so many thots r waitin fer their turn....
twice shy bt nevr does one learn!!
y is der dis commotion out here???
wt is d reasn? wen wud it b clear???
so many questns n followed by more!!
dey dnt hv answers....tat i need to knw!
or so i think as i dnt wan2 confront!
dey wud hit me sharp...with edges blunt!
i shal sort dis out or so i console my soul!
nt die of wondering vainly...as my feelings get cold!